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Jó vagyok angolból, de nem tudtam normálisan lefordítani, pedig fordítót is használtam hozzá..

"Foolishly, I fall

To the obvious pattern of it all

Carelessly, I stall

Thinking change was just a friend that never called

Tragedy's alright

When it means we count the blessings in our life

Could it be that I now stand corrected

Could it be that I now stand affected by this blinding light"

"Big Ben breathing down my neck again

I feel my time just running out

All this baggage that I'm carrying

It's time to lay it down"

"A cup of tea out on my own tonight

Now I'm changing by this blinding light"