Hogy fordítanátok:" I got a million on my soul"?

Nagyon megtetszett Alexiane száma és habár nem vagyok rossz angolból,de ezt a kifejezést nem tudom,hogy fordítsam.

Itt a szövegkörnyezet,ha valakinek segít:

I gotta find myself, gonna find it now

I gotta be a man, I gotta find him now

I gotta be a man, I gotta be the man

They wanna take me down, wanna see me crawl

I gotta be a man, I gotta find him now

I gotta be a man, I gotta be the man

I gotta find myself, gonna find it now

I gotta be a man, I gotta find him now

I gotta be a man, I gotta be the man

When I come to town for the last time

Pull up in a fast car for the first time

I'm gonna say goodbye

You didn't see me cry

I got a million on my soul

I go build an army on my own

They put a bounty in my soul

I got a million on my soul

I go build an army on my own

They put a bounty in my soul

Won't you leave me alone more

Oh, leave me alone more

I gotta be a man, I gotta be a man

Won't you leave me alone more

Oh, leave me alone more

I gotta be a man, I gotta be a man